We chatted online (it's been awhile) , talking about random stuffs , at this point , I am pretty convinced that she's not convinced that I am serious about her . I am pretty convinced too that she thinks that I'm just fooling around being a typical asshole . She commented on our relationship saying that we started too fast , too quick and that we skipped the friendship phase of a relationship . I can actually sense the vague hope inside of her . She asked me whether I would regret , whether I am certain . Well , I can say whatever I want , whatever you hear in movies , whatever you read in novels but I just gave my best answer , a simple "No." . I told her that my biggest regret would be failing without even trying . That's the whole reason why the famous question , "Would you give me a chance?" was thrown at her in the first place . Well , I don't blame her . After all , what do you expect from someone that talks to you occasionally , hangs out with you rarely and laughs with you only once in a blue moon but still manage to catch each and every inch of your attention ? Instead of acting like a fucking psychic and getting demotivated by my own dumb mind-reading of her thoughts , I am actually hyped up to proof to her that I , at least worth a pinch of her memories . A pinch will be sufficient for the time being . Just give me more time and I'll produce more of that small tiny little pinches . I can't promise her that I'll succeed but I can make sure she'll receive my best effort . This is my promise .
