18th July 2010 . For a moment back then , I thought I was dreaming . They laughed , they teased , but I couldn't be bothered . They took it as a joke , I took it as an ecstasy . I do not know how she felt but I am certain that I am for real . No matter how hard I tried to hide my feelings , no matter how hard I tried to pull myself back , hoping I won't do anything typically dumb . I failed . My wish to hold her by her hands and just kiss her on the lips all these while oozed out just like that , transforming into a solid reality . How can I ever forget the trance she pushed me into ?
